everything today is thoroughly modern.

millie is over, and i've been crying so hard.
it was only one show, but it was deftinately my absolute favorite.
i want to do more shows so badly.
i miss emma, and katie, and naomi more than anyone in the world right now.
especially nomi. she's going back to hawaii soon. :(

i hate being left out.
i hate it more than anything in the world.
i've been there for you through everything.
i was there for you when you had friendship problems with others, but i guess you were just taking all of that for granted.
you kept saying that you had another part of my birthday present to give me.
well, guess what? it's more than a month after, and i still don't have it.
you've made no attempt to give it to me, either.
i've supported you in everything you've done.
i've seen you in every show you've been in.
you've seen me in one, only because i asked, and asked you to come.
well, guess what? i've been in three other shows that you haven't been in, and you haven't been to a single one.
i've called, texted, called, facebooked, everything i could do to get your attention, and you never answer me.
you used to say that i was your best friend, now, you donl't even call me you're friend.
you've found other friends.
i don't care about that.
i've found other friends, too.
i just wish that you would actually acknowledge the fact that i even exist.
because, right now, you really aren't.
and that hurts so much more than you could ever know.
you're going to give some excuse about why you never called, or answered me texts, or came to my shows, and i don't want to hear it.
i've gotten too many of those from you.