everything today is thoroughly modern.

millie is over, and i've been crying so hard.
it was only one show, but it was deftinately my absolute favorite.
i want to do more shows so badly.
i miss emma, and katie, and naomi more than anyone in the world right now.
especially nomi. she's going back to hawaii soon. :(

i hate being left out.
i hate it more than anything in the world.
i've been there for you through everything.
i was there for you when you had friendship problems with others, but i guess you were just taking all of that for granted.
you kept saying that you had another part of my birthday present to give me.
well, guess what? it's more than a month after, and i still don't have it.
you've made no attempt to give it to me, either.
i've supported you in everything you've done.
i've seen you in every show you've been in.
you've seen me in one, only because i asked, and asked you to come.
well, guess what? i've been in three other shows that you haven't been in, and you haven't been to a single one.
i've called, texted, called, facebooked, everything i could do to get your attention, and you never answer me.
you used to say that i was your best friend, now, you donl't even call me you're friend.
you've found other friends.
i don't care about that.
i've found other friends, too.
i just wish that you would actually acknowledge the fact that i even exist.
because, right now, you really aren't.
and that hurts so much more than you could ever know.
you're going to give some excuse about why you never called, or answered me texts, or came to my shows, and i don't want to hear it.
i've gotten too many of those from you.

seems growing up didn't take long.

or maybe it did.

we were never really good friends.
i never knew you that well.
i though you were an okay kind of person.
but now, i think you're just a huge jerk.
don't treat my friends badly.
don't hurt their feelings.
they didn't do anything to you.
they made little jokes about stupid things, which is nothing to get upset over.
if you're going to flip over stupid things, you don't deserve them as friends.

on another note,
millie camp tomorrow.
off book tomorrow.
so, not ready.

anna is back in town.
i've missed her like no other.

tyra is talking about things that make you happy on antm.
this got me thinking.
i'll list a few of mine.

things that make me happy.
musical theatre.
harry potter.
music.
books.
sleep.
vintage cothing.
converse.
the color green.
nail polish.
soyjoy.
target runs.
friends.
family.
road trips.
starbucks.
the corner perk.
playing the piano.
shopping.
katy perry.
sara bareilles.
boy bands.
michael jackson.
cartoons.
tom felton.
shoes.

i tell everyone we are through,

'cause i'm so much better without you.

i hate it when my friends get hurt.
it makes me so upset.
and, i hate the fact that i can't do anything about it.
i feel so helpless.

i'm on a music hype.
i'm making attempts to write my own songs, but it's not working.
at all.





i don't understand how people can do things like this.
even drinking, i find disgusting.
have fun destroying your life.
i guess i won't be seeing you around soon.







both have similar meanings.
i'm so sick of this island.
i want to leave so badly, but i don't want to leave my friends.
new york, broadway, here i come.

everyone's pefect in unusual ways.

i'm on such a harry potter kick at the moment.
i really, really want to see it again.

anyways...
i'm so glad that you're coming home today.
i've missed you so much.

i need to go make my shirt and my poster for demi and david.
i need ideas for what to write.
help me!

seventeen days!
i'm so excited, you don't even know.

john tucker must die is on.
it reminds me of someone certain.
it reminds me of how glad i am that we are over.
it reminds me that i have the best friends in the world.

and i, i can't help the way i feel about you.

tick, tock goes the clock.
time is going so slow.
and i'm supposed to be fast asleep a couple hours ago.

goodness, i love tom felton more than anything.
it's almost midnight, and i'm super bored.
i don't have rehearsal, or dance tomorrow. woot.
anna comes home tomorrow.
i've missed her like you don't even know.
i'm glad she and people have made up. ;)
i saw the proposal tomight with colleen, and i must say, funniest movie i've seen in a long, long, long time.
i need to go see harry potter again.
definately the best out of the series.
especially tom felton.
ecpecially the fact that he's super, super, super, super hot in this one. :)

'cause london roads really do scare this country boy.'

oh lawd. oh lawd. oh lawd. oh lawd.

sfkjsdf. thoroughly modern millie.
love love love love love.
millie, definately the most complex character i've played in a long time.
i wish certain people didn't back out of it. :(
it would have made doing scenes a whole lot easier.

seventeen days until demi and david!

i'm so excited.
you don't even know.
hampton, me, and mrs. bennett.
should be a party on wheels.
haaaa.
i need to make my poster and my shirt, soon.
i need ideas...djlksflsdkjh.

until next time,
elizabeth jean white (felton)
;)